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trouble
Tuesday, February 22, 2005

song i'm listening: trouble by coldplay

and i think i'm feeling really troubled now. =S i dont know if it's me, or was it that i just finished watching season one of the o.c and totally cried a gazillion buckets. i know, when i called pratz he was like so concerned when he heard my crying voice but it's actually just the o.c. well not just the o.c but also sex and the city, friends, and whole lot more movies and tv series that make me cry like friggin' hell. i don't know, i'm just really SUPER DUPER emotional, especially when it comes to tv, movies and these kinda stuff.

about the troubled thing, i'm having some sort of identity crisis, like i don't know who i am, what i wanna do, who i wanna be with. i just wished for one second that i had someone, some sort of like physical boyfriend (i mean like someone who could ACTUALLY be with you physically and not someone who's like MILES away). something like Summer and Seth's relationship in the o.c (and in real life prolly, since theyre really together), where the girl is bitchy and the guy is funny. when i just see them do stuff in the show, it's like "aww i wanna have that kinda thing" and "damn, where the hell am i gonna find a guy like SETH?!" he's like my dream guy now. hahaha. ok, this is not o.c obsession, but more of SETH COHEN obsession. oh no, i don't wanna have any obsession, i mean i already have my eminem, my brandon boyd and now adam brody? well some new blood could appear. shite i can't wait for season 2..

man listening to the whole coldplay album really gets you into deep thought, doesn't it?

anyway i just finished talking to pratiek and we were talking about these destiny stuff. man, life is SO weird.

♥ Justine
9:59 PM