Monday, April 11, 2005
I just visited Shari's barkada's blog:
CSG and it made me think about something.
Right now, I'm having a somewhat indirect fallout with my friends. I don't know if it is, I'm just not sure. I hate to think that it's actually my fault (coz I really don't know who's it is). So here I go: YOU judge.
Last week I've always been going out. Monday night at a dinner. Tuesday Dufan. Wednesday Jusviet's place. Slept over that night to go to the airport on Thursday. Thursday night to the mall. I mean my mom would have murdered me if I still went out the next few days again.
Waaaay, before these..my friends and I were planning a girls-night out before I left. It would be Saturday night: dinner at some place w/ the boys (since of course the boys would not be involved in a girls-night out and we wouldn't want them to be left out.) Saturday-Sunday: 2 nights at a 5 star hotel. Namely The Mandarin Oriental. Plan all set but the date was still to be advised. Of course during that time we were all super excited, and couldn't wait.
Time passed by and on Friday night. My friends started attacking me with "so..can you come tomorrow?" and I was like, "for what??" and they said we were gonna have the dinner and shit. So I was like, "I can't I've been going out too much!". And you know the deal. They got pissed as in extremely. They said how could I be like that when they already booked and they can't take it back and shit. Of course I said what could I do I could get killed by my folks. This also applies w/ my best friend Noemi since we're both in this together. Ugghh! I got into such on and off depression mode the whole weekend. And now I don't know what to do. I haven't even talked to them.
On a lighter note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA MAY!!
I'm somewhat depressed nowadays I don't know why. Maybe I'm getting my period (I hope so..). Or maybe it's just my hormones.