Monday, April 25, 2005
OMG. I was just going through "old posts lane" and I came across these
paragraphs..
(feb 22)
..about the troubled thing, i'm having some sort of identity crisis, like i don't know who i am, what i wanna do, who i wanna be with. i just wished for one second that i had someone, some sort of like physical boyfriend (i mean like someone who could ACTUALLY be with you physically and not someone who's like MILES away). something like Summer and Seth's relationship in the o.c (and in real life prolly, since theyre really together), where the girl is bitchy and the guy is funny. when i just see them do stuff in the show, it's like "aww i wanna have that kinda
thing" and "damn, where the hell am i gonna find a guy like SETH?!" he's like my dream guy now..
(march 3)
..I was checking my friendster a while ago and I was looking at some of my friends' friends and I came across lots of "couple" profiles, testimonials and all that jazz and it made me go into 'that state' again, where you wish, wish, wish for those kinda moments to happen to you (more like you're dream guy popping out in front of you) but you know that they will never do. Well not now atleast. Haayy, buhaay X-infinity..
After I read it, it all seemed so funny, considering that I actually have someone in my life but didn't realize it from the beginning. He had been there all along through my rough times, my amazing times, happy, sad, exciting..well this is a cliche, but you name he'd been there. It's so weird but I NEVER, I repeat, never actually believe that 2 best friends could fall in love. I thought that guy and girl best friends could be JUST friends and just THAT. Whenever I watched movies about best friends falling in love in the end and having "the PPEERRFFEECCTT relationship" where they could say anything, do anything and it would be perfect coz they already know each other inside out I would be thinking like, "What?? That's bull! uhh yuck that would never happen to me". But you know what, I was SOO wrong. It's happening to me now, right before my eyes.
And I'm soo thankful to have a person like him who knows each of my strengths, shortcomings, my sugar, my spice and everything nice. He does all the positive reassuring when I say I'm too fat, correct me when I'm wrong, praises me when I'm right or do something good and always makes me feel good about myself. He's with me every step of the way and support me in everything I love doing and want to do. I couldn't believe I had this kind of gift all along but just shrugged off the fact that the feeling was this strong. Aww.
OMG, this is soo senti slash mushy and I'm never like this I swear I'm going to stop before I actually pour out everything from the hot kettle. Haha.
Aniwei, here's my love profile. It's mainly true though.
Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.
Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.
Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.
Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.
Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.
Tips for the future:
Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.
Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow
Best day for a date: Wednesday
Get it from: Blogthings Love Profiles
I am Justine and this used to be juiceee.blogspot.com / I now have my own domain (e-mail me at ohjazzy@gmail.com to find out), I'm just keeping this for the sake of memories. Feel free to look around if you must! 
