Oh Juice!

Light Switch
Tuesday, July 18, 2006

First of all, I'd like to say SORRY to one of my blogger friends Irvin aka Bulitas coz I just can't do his tag. I'm having such a hard time. If he permits me to do it in English, then will probably do it, but in Tagalog, oh please help me Lord.

I just got home from an afternoon with my friends. Dinner w/ my parents and best friend, plus the weekly Starbucks visit. Starbucks has become a lifestyle in my family. My parents have become freaks already.

I wanna divert my posts from the happy crazy busy me to a much different one. I'm so busy nowadays, with friends, family, class and other activities. But I thank time for giving me an opportunity to still blog. And of course, to all you guys who take a little time to read them. You guys keep me blogging you know :) I'm gonna give a gift to some of my blogger friends in the days to come. So watch out!

Back to my post.
I haven't talked about him for a long time. If you've been following my blog, I talked about him alot in my May posts. References: 1 2 3.

I got over him then, atleast that's how I thought it was. Right now, he's the guy I LOVE TO HATE. I don't know how I feel. I feel different when I look at him, I wanna hate him, but it seems that I can't. For any of my personal friends who are reading this, you MAY know who it is. As for my blogger friends, he appears on some of the pictures I post occasionally. Anyway, there's this song which describes how I kinda feel. Right now, I'm still confused. I'm still lost. Just read the lyrics, and it's exactly how I feel. I'll also post the song so that you'll be able to listen to it.

Jaime Wyatt - Light Switch
A rare occasion when you come on the phone
It's like a holiday I celebrate alone
Remember every detail when you spoke
The way my name drags across your throat

You've been a burden all at once
Sometimes I can't find the light switch
Sometimes I'd rather dwell in the darkness
Sometimes I'm better off alone
Sometimes has become a home

Well you don't want me and i should have known
My heart can't seem to let you go
You're not so special, you're not even close
You mean the least but you take the most

I hear your words so sweet, secure and flattering
I stare into the sea, as your waves crash over me
Almost upon the shore
Your words don't flatter anymore

Confused? Me too.

♥ Justine
11:57 PM