Oh Juice!

Recaps
Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I've been really accustomed to posting more in my Xanga nowadays so when I got this lightbulb up my head I figured I needn't waste anytime and just get on with it. I'd like to take you all to my journey in the blogging world. This could bore you, but this is the only idea I got right now.

This is my VERY FIRST post here in blogger. Dated October 27, 2004.

uggh..today in school was quite ok but still..man there's this news in school that they want to close friendster and shit coz they found out stuff bout the principal bein made fun of and it's pretty hillarious actually but it's FRIENDSTER! and they can't fucking close it..heard some ppl are gonna be suspended/expelled coz of it..but damn no way man i mean 90% of the seniors have friendster! are they gonna what? clear out the school?..no fucking way..

anyway..hehe haven't introduced myself..fo' those who know me skip this part..
names justine 16 yrs old living in jakarta, indonesia but a VERY proud filipino..loves singing, dancing..anything associated w/ music especially guitars and stuff..well anyways that's it i guess..u'll just be reading it in my blogggggg later..

i just started alryt so im gonna keep this pretty short..cya again later..

Notice that my typing was still quite different? I didn't capitalize since late last year actually, and I'm glad I did.

Dated April 19, 2005:

Don't you just love the feeling when you're in love? And the fact that you're actually in love w/ the person you never thought you would be in love with.

I'm in love. PERIOD.

And the best thing is, the person I'm in love with, LOVES me back. He's my bestfriend, confidante, soulmate etc.

1, 2, 3..*awww*

I know.

When I was in love..

And another one, dated April 25, 2005:

And I'm soo thankful to have a person like him who knows each of my strengths, shortcomings, my sugar, my spice and everything nice. He does all the positive reassuring when I say I'm too fat, correct me when I'm wrong, praises me when I'm right or do something good and always makes me feel good about myself. He's with me every step of the way and support me in everything I love doing and want to do. I couldn't believe I had this kind of gift all along but just shrugged off the fact that the feeling was this strong. Aww.

Whoa, down memory lane ever chuvaness omg!

May 2, 2005, when I was gonna leave Jakarta for Cebu:

As each day comes I'm getting sadder and sadder that I'm already gonna leave my life behind here in Indonesia. I'll be leaving next week on the 10th of May. I realized that even how badly I wanna leave, I still don't wanna leave. I've spent half of my life in this country which has given me the best of growing up. A great life, great parents w/ great jobs, great friends and great experiences. I can even proudly call it 'my second home' already. I can't say goodbye JUST yet.

Happy ending? You decide. June 10, 2005:

Me and him are not in a "special relationship" anymore. (I refuse to say break-up coz I hate that word). It's not that I don't have feelings anymore, but being in a long distance relationship and me being here and him being there, it's just hard for me. I don't know what to expect anymore and our communication is just phone and text. Tell me was it wrong? But the difference is that, I have been bestfriends with this guy for SIX WHOLE YEARS so however we began our great relationship, we will also end it the same way. But either way, there is no end to our relationship.

Let's skip to the boring part with all my depression states and one night stands and flings and whatever (not that they happened haha).

When I finally came back to Jakarta. April 18, 2006:

I think I need a change. And I need to be alive in this blogging world again. Hence, my resurrection.

This layout is not originally mine, I just modified it. I'm working on a new one at the moment.

Things you need to know about me right now:

1. I'm back in Jakarta, Indonesia.
2. I have stopped studying college in Cebu and looking for Universities here in Jakarta.
3. I wish I could have spent summer longer there in Philippines but unfortunately I have to settle my Visa papers within this week and they need my presence.
4. I cut my hair short.

I got to taste a little bit of summer there though, it was amazingly fun, went to the beach and hung out with my friends. So I brought a lil summer fever with me (and dark skin). I swear it's so H-O-T in the Philippines! Somebody bring snow up there!

Anyways I've been having fun here as well, back with my old friends. My one year in Cebu definitely taught me a lot of things. Met lots of new people and new friends. It was one helluva experience. Ciao..

Have a happy summer!

That's about it. Please bore yourself! I will post another part of this when I want to, some of my reflections and such. But for now this will do, it's long enough already as it is.

♥ Justine
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