Sunday, December 19, 2004
that's the exact question which is on my mind now. i know i know. it's 6:36 in the morning and i'm asking a weird question like this. but do they? i mean i've found lots of male bloggers, but they're not actually my age or between 14-19. yeah. oh well. i guess my mind just really isn't working it's best right now.
6:37= still awake. re-applied eyeliner. has big-looking red eyes which looks like it hasn't closed in days. but really u know, right now and before "right-now" my eyes weren't and aren't meant for closing. it's like, it's meant to JUST OPEN, scanning around, facing the comp, doing the webcam shit, looking at books, magazines and all that sorts. haha.
well anyway there's this quite freaky thing which happened to me a while ago at about 2 or 3am. i was webcamming with wendya and tyrone right and suddenly these airport police security just came up to me and asked me for my passport and boarding pass. freakky..and they listed out all the data from my passport. but the guy was pretty friendly though. his uniform was just PLAIN freaky. plus those guns and stuff..man! haha, well anyway it looked like i was being arrested but i guess they just wanted to check "early-bird"/"late-fly" or whatever u called it during 2-3am's. haha.
in 2 or more hours i'll be boarding and i'm quite excited, just not excited with the filo weather. so it's gonna be hot. but so what. i'm out there having fun not complaining about the weather. this entry is tooo long. my mind might not be working so properly right now. but i do have lots to write for not-properly-working mind. ha ha ha. well anyways, gotts 2 go, scam this airport for hot boys whoopssiees, hot-spots and my fellow bisaya kababayans..hahahaha!! <--- that is sooo out of the pic.
cant sleep
damn. it's already 4am here in singaporeand i'm still not sleeping. i've been using the internet for ages and webcamming with wendya and other ppl and i just finished now. cant believe wendya isn't asleep yet. i dont know why but for some reasong i'm scared of missing my flight later at 8.
just paranoid.
pretty funny huh? this whole night i've just been chatting with kowil, hanzie, noemz, edo, pratiek, weny, and this guy named tyrone from canada who i met in icq and moved on our chatting place in msn.
webcamming is pretty fun, especially w/ wendya. the first few minutes were like, we were just laughing at each other coz it kinda felt weird seeing ur friend on the other side of the computer through a chat room. bu we just got used to it anyway.
i dont know how i look now but i'm sure i must look awful, i mean i'm not sleeping, i can't sleep that's what. i just can't wait to get to that plane and board. man 8am just feels so far, still have 4 hours to go. wish me luck aite. hope i have a safe flight. teehee.
singapore time
Saturday, December 18, 2004
yes. i am now in singapore courtesty of the airport i get to use free internet. (i mean helllooowww?? since when??) haha well i just arrived here and straight away went to the book stores to buy the two gossip girl books that i've been craving. daymmmm yesh! and now i have no singapore dollar. i blew it all on the books, and the other, money, well it's supposed to be for emergency...eerrrmm..but then i have to buy giordano stuff for my dad, well the hell with it, IM GONNA USE IT! kachaaa! teehee, i'm just so happy, and so independent. haha. well my flight was amazzzing coz it was good and nothing bad happend so yeah yeah yeah!
heehee well i guess i'll shoo first now, i gotta look for that giordano store before it closes..i'm gonna write more later anyway, haha the internet is UNLIMITED. tata!
yesh
finally. finally. final-ly. tonight is my night, the night of my tonight. whatever. anyway i'm finally goin home to phil! yeah! tonight the 18th of december the year 2004. oh yeah baby.
but shtill, kinda freaked awut, coz i'm goin ALONE and that means staying in singapore airport for 11 hours until my flight for cebu tomorrow morning. damn the next time i write my blog, i'll probably be in singapore, or better, philippines already. YEAH.
jakarta by night
Monday, December 13, 2004
some random "from the window of the car pic" of a jakarta street
oops oh my.
D-A-M-N I-T! i can't believe this!!! i'm goin home on the phils during the 23rd. shit shit shit.
i mean HELLO????? i'm supposed to be goin home TO-NIGHT. I REPEAT. TONIGHT. damn can't believe this is happening to me.
i woke up at 12:30 by my aunt saying that i'm actually goin home today. but i havent even packed yet!!! so yeah i did everything and later..i found out i wasn't even going home. i mean i felt that feeling but i kinda just shrugged it off. so i told everyone and re-told them again. hillarious. not.
ppl are actually happy that i'm not goin. they kinda have this "oh-that-sucks-for-you-then-but-not-for-me" tone.
i'm supposed to be there already tomorrow. shitty flight.
but you know what i'm thinking? what if the flight that i was supposed to be taking -god forbid- crashed? so in a way i am lucky rigth?? anyways i am just thinking on the bright side of life. even though im in a miserable state right now.
bored.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
amazing
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
sitting at home doin nothin watchin movies getting wasted. that describes my everyday like for 10 days until the 15th. well minus the getting wasted part. kinda wanna make myself sound pitiful..haha what the hell.
sooooo...report card day is coming and im sure..well im sure..so im sure..whatever. ill leave it to that. i guess report card day is one of the stressful days eva. glenn just smsed/txtd me a while ago and it went like this: "Crap every1s down coz of test marks. Lets go out! Dis is crap. At least once be4 every1 loses it during report card day. Or be4 u go to phil." Yeah. At least I'M not the only one who's stressed. teehee.
been talking alot to pratiek lately and we made a killer song it's called "Shooting Star" it's about that star which never granted your wish and stuff like that. i'll write the lyrics sometime i don't have it right now but it's really cool. it's like he said that when two musical geniuses really sit down and write a song it becomes a big hit and i'm like ookkaayyy..haha. anyways..no denial reallly, it's a good song.
it's kinda weird how a new year is gonna start in less than a month already. it feels weird knowing time flies by so fast and the next thing u know. boom. ur a year older. it's like u dont wanna get old but u want to coz u wanna get away from the minor problems u have but actually when ur out there in the real world that's when the real problems come. so i just wana stay like this for quite a longer time yknow. stay 16. it's fun and great.
lean back
Monday, December 06, 2004
oh thank god finally school's over. now I can finally sit back and relax -well not fully- there's still report card day. damn. in a way i can't wait, in a way im sooo fucking dreading the day.
goin home to phils on the 15th. yay. i mean really. yay. im just lazy with the exclamations. dunno why. the hell with it.
anyway, so yeah on the 15th..supposed to be on the 10th but yeah it's peak season booking's full. damn. i wish i coulda go home earlier. it's about time!!!! (hey i did exclamations). im goin alone by the way. as usual both my parents "the workaholics" are so paranoid to leave their jobs so they have to go home on the 23rd. thank god im not into their stuff. or else i would be like arriving the phils on the 24th and damn i wouldnt want that to happen. that's like what, xmas eve? damn.
applying for college. in cebu. cant wait. that's also one fo the reasons why im goin home early. coz the schools are gonna close and i have to apply fast. but the question is: WOULD I GET ACCEPTED?! oh that's so my prayer every night to get accepted. to leave this trash city jakarta and go to my lil hometown cebu. not that i HATE jakarta or anything, it's just that im kinda suffocated. hehe.
i really dont know what course to take yet seriously. i want something challenging and not much theory but more of on-the-go course. so help me out here aryt.
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