Monday, April 25, 2005
OMG. I was just going through "old posts lane" and I came across these
paragraphs..
(feb 22)
..about the troubled thing, i'm having some sort of identity crisis, like i don't know who i am, what i wanna do, who i wanna be with. i just wished for one second that i had someone, some sort of like physical boyfriend (i mean like someone who could ACTUALLY be with you physically and not someone who's like MILES away). something like Summer and Seth's relationship in the o.c (and in real life prolly, since theyre really together), where the girl is bitchy and the guy is funny. when i just see them do stuff in the show, it's like "aww i wanna have that kinda
thing" and "damn, where the hell am i gonna find a guy like SETH?!" he's like my dream guy now..
(march 3)
..I was checking my friendster a while ago and I was looking at some of my friends' friends and I came across lots of "couple" profiles, testimonials and all that jazz and it made me go into 'that state' again, where you wish, wish, wish for those kinda moments to happen to you (more like you're dream guy popping out in front of you) but you know that they will never do. Well not now atleast. Haayy, buhaay X-infinity..
After I read it, it all seemed so funny, considering that I actually have someone in my life but didn't realize it from the beginning. He had been there all along through my rough times, my amazing times, happy, sad, exciting..well this is a cliche, but you name he'd been there. It's so weird but I NEVER, I repeat, never actually believe that 2 best friends could fall in love. I thought that guy and girl best friends could be JUST friends and just THAT. Whenever I watched movies about best friends falling in love in the end and having "the PPEERRFFEECCTT relationship" where they could say anything, do anything and it would be perfect coz they already know each other inside out I would be thinking like, "What?? That's bull! uhh yuck that would never happen to me". But you know what, I was SOO wrong. It's happening to me now, right before my eyes.
And I'm soo thankful to have a person like him who knows each of my strengths, shortcomings, my sugar, my spice and everything nice. He does all the positive reassuring when I say I'm too fat, correct me when I'm wrong, praises me when I'm right or do something good and always makes me feel good about myself. He's with me every step of the way and support me in everything I love doing and want to do. I couldn't believe I had this kind of gift all along but just shrugged off the fact that the feeling was this strong. Aww.
OMG, this is soo senti slash mushy and I'm never like this I swear I'm going to stop before I actually pour out everything from the hot kettle. Haha.
Aniwei, here's my love profile. It's mainly true though.
Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.
Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.
Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.
Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.
Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.
Tips for the future:
Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.
Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow
Best day for a date: Wednesday
Get it from: Blogthings Love Profiles
Got this from Christina.
10 Random Things About Me
1. I'm in love right now.
2. I'm leaving Jakarta to study college in Cebu after living here for 8 years.
3. I have 7 pairs of Adidas shoes. 4 of them which are adidas classics superstar. 1 of them is limited edition.
4. I'm an adidas freak.
5. I'm so emo now. Used to be so hip hop.
6. Favorite album of all time is Parachutes by Coldplay. Listen to it EVERYDAY. As in literally everyday.
7. I love shoes.
8. I sleep too much.
9. I hate anime. Well not actually hate I just DON't like it.
10. I like to smile.
9 Places I've Visited
- Bali
- Singapore
- Hong Kong
- Kuala Lumpur
- Yogyakarta
- Manila
- Makassar, Indonesia
- Petronas Twin Tower (haha)
- Adidas Shops!
8 Things I Want To Do Before I Die
- go to Italy
- get high and wasted (haha just once)
- get each and every adidas classics superstar made on this earth
- have a sports car
- get married and have twins
- have a good career and be editor-in-chief of a really great magazine
- tour the world
- have the greatest friends reunion ever
7 Ways To Win My Heart
- being funny and making me laugh in all the good ways
- someone who has different views
- talented (like art, music, sports)
- musically intelligent
- being honest
- full of surprises
- optimistic -yep me too!
6 Things I Believe In
- Trust
- Respect
- We all live and die
- Everything is meant to be
- god
- Love
5 Things I'm Afraid Of
- losing loved ones
- closed spaces
- drowning
- getting stuck in a closed space
- losing my pictures
4 My Favorite Items In My Bedroom.
- my pictures
- my bed
- my shoes
- my room basically
3 I Do Everyday
- sleep
- eat
- take a bath and brush teeth
2 Things I Am Trying Not To Do Right Now
- eat too much
- sleep too much
1 Person I Want To See Right Now.
- oh so many ppl!
Friday, April 22, 2005
My best friend Noemi and I had nothing to do so we did some editing in Photoshop, and we didn't know that we actually ended up doing alot! Haha..Just check this out..
This is the original one, the ones below are the edited ones. Haha.
Heya. Nothing to do so just thought of doing this. Got it from Saab's Multiply
"X" the movies you've seen and ADD one at the
bottom.
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason
(x) Scream
( ) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
( ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) Thirteen going on 30
( ) I Robot
( ) Dodge ball
(x) Universal Soldier
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet The Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) Harold & Kumar (white castle) -love this movie!!
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam so sad!
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You -one of my fave movies
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) A Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Seven
(x) Oceans Eleven
(x) Oceans Twelve -bullshit, just loved pitt's clothes
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
( ) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My boss' daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever after
( ) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) x-men 1
( ) x-men 2
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) The Pianist
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) Cruel Intentions 3
(x) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) Ray
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
(x) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
( ) Back Door Sluts 9
(x) The fifth element
( ) Star wars episode I
( ) Star wars episode II
( ) Star wars episode III
( ) Star wars episode: A new hope
( ) Star wars episode: Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star wars episode: Return of the Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) The Transporter
( ) People under the stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of music
(X) Parent Trap
( ) THE BURBS
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild girls
( ) a clockwork orange
( ) The Order
(x) Spiderman
(x) Spiderman 2
( ) Amelie
(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) The Incredibles
( ) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
(x) 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky captain & world of tomorrow
(x) Closer
( ) The sixth sense
(x) Artificial intelligence
(x) Love actually -best xmas movie
(x) Shutter -just watched it a while ago!
(x) Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess diaries 1
(x) Princess diaries 2
( ) Spongebob Squarepants Movie
( ) Spanglish
( ) The Pacifier
(x) Ms.Congeniality
( ) Ms.Congeniality 2
( ) First Daughter
( ) Sin City -damn can't wait to watch!!
( ) Shawshank Redemption
( ) The Jacket
(x) 28 Days
(x) Wicker Park
(x) Taxi
( ) Robots
( ) The Phantom of the Opera
( ) The grudge
( ) Windstruck
( ) Alien vs Predator
( ) The Wedding Date
(x) 2 Weeks notice
( ) Virgin Suicides
( ) Blade 1
(x) Blade 2
(x) Blade 3
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Don't you just love the feeling when you're in love? And the fact that you're actually in love w/ the person you never thought you would be in love with.
I'm in love. PERIOD.
And the best thing is, the person I'm in love with, LOVES me back. He's my bestfriend, confidante, soulmate etc.
1, 2, 3..*awww*
I know.
Monday, April 18, 2005
I just came back last night. Malaysia was great and it wasn't how I expected it to be. It was so fun. But I won't share the story now. I'm just in for a quickie.
I just wanna clear out something from my previous posts about my fallout with my friends. Nobody's the bad person it's all just a misunderstanding. I'm not the victim nor the villain and especially not them. They are still my friends and I would really wanna reconcile given the right time and the right situation. Obviously we don't wanna fight and continue..what are we? 6th Grade? So there, they're my friends and I really love them. Friends have the occasional arguments and that's part of life.
I just hope this will end sooner.
Friday, April 15, 2005
I'm in Singapore right now. We arrived here about 8 something in the morning. SOOOO many things happened today! I can't seem to recall each one of them. I was already making mental notes in my mind so that I can post it in my blog and now it's gone. Swoosh. Just like that.
What I can tell you though is that today, we shopped. Shopped and shopped. Not for lots of things though, but you know the usual. Mom bought shit for the house in Cebu, books for my sisters, shoes and clothes for herself, clothes for me, magazines and so on. Not to mention the amount of food we ate today. Damn! Haha, love Singaporean food (not really Singaporean food since they don't have any real delicacies, but generally food which is in Singapore. Har har). My mom even took the free tour just for fun so that we'd have stuff to do, even though we've been going to Singapore all our lives, well half of our lives each year. Her idea was to sleep the whole journey in the bus. Boy she was wrong, we actually saw the side of Singapore which we've never seen before. We even took a boat tour in the river! And all of this was free imagine.. Hahahahaha! The tour guide also kept on making these corny jokes too and the corniest one was when he said, "My name is ONCE AGAIN, Victor. But remember please don't call me once again coz it's Victor." I mean hello? Can't you get any more cornier than that? HA-HA (*super sarcastic*).
Time now is 7:15 and this is Singapore time since the time set for my blog is Jakarta time. I missh my doggie! We came across this pet shop a while ago and there were two lil' cute shitzus running all over the place that we just had to stop by and pat them. Aww..Don't worry Sushi (yes that's my girls name), I'll be home soon enough! MIssshhuu!!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Just changed my blog layout. Again. I didn't really like the smoking girl's pic and my best friend said the Stereophonics new album as the background image didn't look good so I decided to go for the simpler. Besides I Love SHOES. I think I have a shoe fetish.
I'll be going to Singapore on Friday then to Malaysia on Saturday and Sunday. My mom just has to process her Visa there then we'll go on a small tour in Malaysia after that. I'll never get bored of Singapore even though I've been going there every single year for the past 8 years. I don't know why. I guess it's the shopping, but I really love walking in Orchard Road. You just have that great feeling of great secureness. Like nothing bad is ever gonna happen to you. The feeling that no one's gonna take your bag and run away or pickpocket the phone in your pocket. But of course to every positive side there's a negative sides. Strict country. No gum (and I love GUM!). Well, I'll just tell you my adventures when I get back, or when I get there. It doesn't mean I'll leave this blog.
I'd like to give a shoutout to:
Lavesh AKA tubz..my tubz!
I hope I do really see you again..it's been so long! I just hope I'll be able to catch you in Singapore, or tomorrow when we go out.
Man if I don't see you,, waahh I'll be so sad and you'll be off to Switzerland again and when you come back to Jakarta I won't be here anymore. :'(
Till here..
DUFAN pics
Before:
This was when we just got through the entrance. Still fresh and ready to be on the run. 17 girls and 3 guys.
After:
So wet and tired! Just finished the water rapids then after that we split up, some ready to go home, some still wanted more..plus it was really raining. (Notice me wearing my devil headband. Souvenir!!)
Monday, April 11, 2005
I just visited Shari's barkada's blog: CSG and it made me think about something.
Right now, I'm having a somewhat indirect fallout with my friends. I don't know if it is, I'm just not sure. I hate to think that it's actually my fault (coz I really don't know who's it is). So here I go: YOU judge.
Last week I've always been going out. Monday night at a dinner. Tuesday Dufan. Wednesday Jusviet's place. Slept over that night to go to the airport on Thursday. Thursday night to the mall. I mean my mom would have murdered me if I still went out the next few days again.
Waaaay, before these..my friends and I were planning a girls-night out before I left. It would be Saturday night: dinner at some place w/ the boys (since of course the boys would not be involved in a girls-night out and we wouldn't want them to be left out.) Saturday-Sunday: 2 nights at a 5 star hotel. Namely The Mandarin Oriental. Plan all set but the date was still to be advised. Of course during that time we were all super excited, and couldn't wait.
Time passed by and on Friday night. My friends started attacking me with "so..can you come tomorrow?" and I was like, "for what??" and they said we were gonna have the dinner and shit. So I was like, "I can't I've been going out too much!". And you know the deal. They got pissed as in extremely. They said how could I be like that when they already booked and they can't take it back and shit. Of course I said what could I do I could get killed by my folks. This also applies w/ my best friend Noemi since we're both in this together. Ugghh! I got into such on and off depression mode the whole weekend. And now I don't know what to do. I haven't even talked to them.
On a lighter note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA MAY!!
I'm somewhat depressed nowadays I don't know why. Maybe I'm getting my period (I hope so..). Or maybe it's just my hormones.
Friday, April 08, 2005
Oooh I haven't written here for quite long and I haven't been updating on stuff.
Firstly I would liket to honour the late Pope John Paul who passed away last Sunday April 3, 2005. May he rest in peace.
Secondly, YEAH! Our exams are FINALLY O to the V-E-R! I am so relieved and we don't have school anymore, at least I don't have anymore coz I'm not take GCE exams. Our graduation is on the 30th of April and boy can't I wait for that.
After exams on Tuesday we went to DUFAN (dunia fantasi AKA fantasy world in english). There were 20 of us. Acha Fam featuring tBEa or vice versa, had so much fun and got so wet after riding the log boat and water rapids. Plus it was raining. I'll update when I have the pics aite..
Thirdly, last Wednesday night were at Jusviet's house recalling all our memories laughing and crying coz when were at Chowking last Monday night, we got a shocking news that he was gonna leave na on Thursday and it was all so urgent and we were crying coz they said he was gonna leave on May but things got changed. We also dropped him off to the airport on early Thursday morning (I slept over at Noemi's for us to go together) and we cried like hell. Especially Ana coz she IS his girlfriend. I was really really sad that he left that I cried so badly also, it was major bawling moment. After all, he WAS my boyfriend 3 years ago and we had a history of memories. But after that our friendship even became stronger, and I'm super close with his girlfriend now and I even help them if they have problems.
\\Jusviet, I miss you so much already! We all do!
Pretty soon, I'm next. Leavin' this country is gonna be like hell too, but I guess I'm ready for the chances, even though deep inside I'm actually not.
Monday, April 04, 2005
March 22 - History
March 24 - Physics
March 26 - English Literature
March 28 - Business Studies
March 29 - English Language
March 31 - Chemistry
April 4 - Mathematics
April 5 - French
EIGHT DOWN..
ONE LEFT. Finaleeeeehhh. Math paper 2 was HARD. Damn. We were like so relieved that paper 1 was easy. THEN came paper 2. I swear. Fuck it.
Tomorrow French! J'aime Francais parce que..je ne c'est pas sure, mais j'aime francais! Waaahh then after that ultimate fwweeeddom!
I am Justine and this used to be juiceee.blogspot.com / I now have my own domain (e-mail me at ohjazzy@gmail.com to find out), I'm just keeping this for the sake of memories. Feel free to look around if you must! 
