Wednesday, November 30, 2005
It's already December tomorrow. Oh GAAWDD I swear time flies by soo fast. It seemed like I was still graduating Grade 10 yesterday and leaving Jakarta for Cebu and now, I'm just about 3 months away from completing my first year in college. Urrggh.
And it's gonna be Christmas soon can you believe it?! I hope I won't be lonely this Christmas. There seems to be a special someone for me, but I don't think I really feel for him. You know that saying, "Be careful what you wish for?" Well I think that's kind of applying to me right now.
This someone is great and all, he really cares alot (well that's HOW I see it) but I don't know how I really feel for him. He popped the question yesterday and I said I needed time.
All I can say is that,
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW!
Shit help me, I'm ALWAYS like this. It's one of those times when you don't know what to feel fearing how it will affect your life. Uurrgghh.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
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Yesterday was a holiday so we did something productive. Watched the 1st Cebu IDSF Open Dansport Competition in Waterfront Hotel. I was with Hazel again and mann it WAS great watching dancers coz personally I love the art of dancing. There were SO many dances and the children were amazing! Well I don't wanna blog much coz I'm kinda lazy to, so just check out the pics aryt. Mwaaah.
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
I'm a virgin. Hahaha..IN GETTING DRUNK. Believe it or not, last night was actually the very first time I got drunk. Well I've gotten headaches and red ears before, but last night was exceptional coz I really didn't feel myself anymore.
Went to The Village Courtyard with my girls Hazel, Kristel and Bambi. It was still pretty early, still nearing 10pm so there weren't so much people yet, and we were kind of reluctant to go in coz it was still kind of empty. Our initial plan was to go to 22nd Street (the new hip comedy bar craze in Cebu). We wanted to go in late there, since you know going in at 9pm would mean that we were too early but when we reached there, BAM! the place was FUUULLL of people already and it was just 9 and we couldn't go in anymore, the place was jam-packed so we had a compromise of where to go and The VIllage Courtyard seemed to be the next best place. Halo, too crowded. Vudu, we weren't sexy enough (haha). Pump, too many "hip-hop" people.
So we had a few drinks, 8 bottles of beer all in all. Just listening to the this amazing band Stage Crew and played good songs. We wanted to dance already but then nobody was in the dance floor yet, so we were thinking, "When's the parrrttty gonna start?!" Haha then soooner the party started, reggae songs were played and the place became MORE FULL of ppl that there was no place to pass anymore..the dancefloor was amazingly crowded and we were beginning to get a lil bit tipsy. I just had 3 or 4 bottles all in all, and I was already nearing to "outness" (oh goodness I'm soo lame haha). I used to HATE beer, but now I have increased my likeness for it. =) So yeah we spent the night dancing and dancing and drinking but we went home pretty early (almost 1am) but overall it was a great night. When we went out of courtyard I don't know what happened to me anymore, I couldn't walk properly, I saw ppl looking at me funnily and all I remember is that I was laughing a lot. Then when I reached home, BAM off to sleep and woke up with a little hangover. Thank God it wasn't a BAD one.
Before you jump to conclusions. No, I don't usually drink and AM not a drinker. Last night was just one of those nights where you wanna let down your hair and have some fun coz moments like that don't usually happen in my life (in terms of drinking, coz I always had that policy of not needing any booze to liven the party, oh how realized I was wrong =p). And I don't think that most people would pass a time to party. SO yeah, all you gotta do is enjoy life and all the spices which come with it! =)
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
*RANDOMLY write down the names of people you know which come first in your mind from 1-20 then answer the questions below*
1. Wendya
2. Kowil
3. Hazel
4. Norvin
5. Carissa
6. Gian
7. Paulo
8. Agie
9. Noemi
10. G
11. Mark
12. Cristina
13. Alfon
14. Apol
15. TG
16. Saab
17. Handaya
18. Josh
19. Jusviet
20. Ana
How did you meet ..13?
Oh my God, umm, he's one of my cousin's good friends then my cousin gave my number to him so we became textmates when Smart Unlimited was so big last summer and finally met each other after a long time of not communicating about last month I think.
What do you honestly think of 10?
Shyet, umm, he's nice. Successful. Honestly? He's hot. =)
Have you everliked 3?
Duh, I like her, she's on of my closest friends..=p
Would 2 and 11 go out?
Hahaha that would be the weirdest coz first and foremost, they're both guys. Second, the other one lives in Jakarta, while the other one in Cebu and third, they have no idea that each other exists. Hahaha..
Do you think 12 is hot?
She's ma galpal! =)
Who is 8 going out with?
No one. But soon, there will be someone I guess =)
When was the last time you talked to 5?
Oh my God, it's been quite long. November 8, 2005 in the mall during my last night in Jakarta. Huhu mishu Car.
What is 1's favorite band?
Whooo I have NO idea. Hahaha.
Does 2 have a crush on 4?
HAHAHAH! Eww, they're guys!
Would you ever date 6?
Gian? hehe sure why not? Hahaha
what is 19s last name?
I know this TOO well. LUCAS.
What does 17 look like?
OOhh he's REALLY tall, well built, very fair skin, has highlights on his hair.
what is 10's fantasy?
Whaaa? Umm. I don't know! hahaha
What school does 1 go to?
That's easy, my Alma Mater, Gandhi Memorial International School Jakarta.
say anything to 18..
So Josh, are u really w/ Delin?
Where does 9 live?
Where she lives used to be my 2nd home. Gading Kirana, Kelapa Gading, North Jakarta.
Are 5 and 6 best friends?
Are they? Haha but yeah they're pretty close.
what's 15's favorite expression?
I'm not really sure, but she likes to call people YADSH.
have you ever fought with 16?
Well we don't know each other personally so obviously NEVER.
do you love 4?
Yes, I do. It's amazing how the right names just come to the right numbers.
what do u think about no. 20?
She's my ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend. And when they were together, we were VERY close friends. She's pretty, very innocent and angelic.
is no.1 inlove?
NO idea.
what kind of relationship does no. 7 and you have?
Textmates initially but developed a good friendship through texting. Not the typical "textmates" kinda relationship, but something more I guess, even though we're just texting. Anyways, it's hard to explain, but it's too underrated if I say we're textmates. hehehe..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
It's time to ask the million dollar question again.
WHY?
You took me out, spent the whole afternoon together and had a GREAT time. The lunch, the joyride, the coffee.
So I say, "What do you really want?"
And then you bombard me with a, "I want you to always take care of yourself ok"
Age doesn't matter. You're 25, I'm just 17. Now does it?!
Monday, November 21, 2005
Went out on Saturday night w/ my lovely homegirls. Mai mai and Hazel. We're so "feeling" here. Met up w/ them almost at around 5, went shopping, they bought blouses I bought a new pair of pants. Had fun that night coz we were all going crazy and had sooo many bloopers. Regardless, I love these girls.
Friday, November 18, 2005
I watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and it was absolutely amazing and breathtaking. The visual effects were great, and there were really marvelous elements of laughter. It's really nice to look at and it was beautiful. Just one teeny weeny bit disappointment though, umm, they missed a lot of important parts. For example, they did not include any house-elfs, which were quite essential and played quite big parts in the book, and also about that issue with Rita Skeeter, they didn't elaborate much on it. And the quidditch world cup was soooo bitin!
But overall, oh I just loved the movie. All I can say is that when you really watched it, you felt that you were actually in their world, and you could feel the emotions rushing through each and every character. There were many funny lines, and there were also phrases which could make you cry as well. But what amazed me the most was how Voldemort was portrayed. It was soo ugly that it was almost beautiful. It gets you thinking up to the point where you say, "man, is there really anything like that?!"
There were more actions and less dialogue (which was weird since you hardly heard Fleur Delaceour, Viktor Krum and Cho Chang say anything). Everything was sooo..umm how do you put it, like rushed. Even Malfoy's character was rushed. The movie was quite long (about 2 hours and 45 minutes) but it seemed like everything was being compressed and being fit into one small movie.
Overall, the movie was of course, as I would always say it, amazing. Despite the disappointments, it's still Harry Potter. And Harry Potter never fails to give us great entertainment and a wide imagination. I absolutely loved it. I would give it full stars if I had to.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
I just watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire a while ago, and it rocked!! Review later, I'm shleepy.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Yeah. My dial-up is sucking really big time again. I can't always talk about my fu**ing dial-up right? So we better get to the point.
Today was good. Though I missed my 7:30 class coz I woke up at 11:30 =p haha. It really sucks eh coz during Wednesdays and Fridays I have class from 7:30-8:30am then I don't have a class till 2pm after that. Wtf? I wanted to withdraw the subject but then it would be really unfair to the teacher coz we're in really good terms and all. So..I hope all's well ends well.
Oh yeah today while me and my classmates Rom, Jhary, Queen and MafMaf were waiting for our Political Science class we payed a little visit to the beloved DJ Ethan at Monster Radio. We had an hour and a half break, plus Monster Radio office and DJ booth is just right beside our school so off we went. He's really cool. He invited us in, played my friends' requests and talked to us while off-air. We were even having fun taking pictures and all plus going crazy inside. Ima post them sometime.
Know what, I've been reading my previous posts and my English has been really fu**ed up! Haha it makes me laugh thinking about it. The reason isn't because my English is poor, it's because I type too fast! I'm even kinda embarrassed, considering I come from an International School and I'm screwing up my English in blogging. *laughs*
I miss my parents and sister already. Living the independent life is good, and I've been handling myself pretty well here in Cebu for the past 5 months since I got here. But then everyone needs their parents. I love my parents, they're the most amazing thing in this world. If asked why would I want to go back to Jakarta again, obviously it would be so because of them.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
MY dial-up is so fast! I can't believe it, anyways, gotta make the best of it, this might be that last time. I'll blog later.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
I HATE DIAL-UP!!!
It's totally pissing me off right now and I'm on the verge of a BITCH FIT. I might sound all "OA" but I'm just NOT used to it. Arrgghh.
1. Whenever I open a page first-hand, it's always, PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED
2. Whenever visit my own blog, I can't see my f***ing navigation bar
3. I can't see my own cbox so I have to refresh it God knows HOW MANY TIMES
4. My MSN Messenger, which I consider my life, rarely properly connects. Arrgghh
5. When there's an incoming phone call..(yes you know what happens)
6. I'm just not used to it
I need justice in this world, my poor computer can't take it. I can't take it.
Yesterday AYALA was full of people because of WOWOWEE. It was crazily crowded, and I'm ochlophobic (afraid of crowds). I was planning to go there, but decided not to, so I picked up my friend Hazel there with a cab, and went to SM instead. Watched the movie UNDISCOVERED, which has Ashlee Simpson in it. To tell you, the movie was pretty good, I like how the screenplay, the cinematography but I think the story kind of lacked depth, but the movie was really nice to look at.
Anw, I just really hope I can get used to this dial-up thingie ma jiggy fast, coz there won't be DSL for me baby.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
I finally safely reached Cebu City, Philippines. I feel sane, but half of me doesn't. I didn't really blog coz I didn't have the power to since I have like the super highest speed internet back there in Jakarta but here it's just plain jane dial-up. Parents forbid me from having DSL at home coz they said it's dangerous for my health and for my future (if you know what that means haha). But my computer's TOO GOOD for dial up! (whining) Anwaay, I'll just have to accept what comes on my side.
I didn't blog for the past few days because I've just been too busy packing, going out with friends, doing some last minute shopping. And finally, I'm here. There's so much to tell you but I'm sooo lazy to write it all down.
Went to classes this noon and I didn't expect that everyone was so super happy to see me, my Filipino teacher even kissed me hahaha. It's good to be back, but it didn't feel the same way when I got back in Jakarta. *Sigh*
I changed my layout again. And this time, it's actually mine, even the creation on the side, it came from one my most favorite movies, "10 Things I Hate About You". The most original love story ever, the part where Julia Stiles reads the poem for Heath Ledger in front of the whole class and ends up crying, and where I end up crying. I made this layout ages ago I think and I just found it in My Documents so I thought, I might as well use it.
As for my Playlist w/ the best songs (har har), I hope I can put it back, but since I'm on dial-up now, everything's 50% slower on my net (urrrrgggghh!) and sometimes I can't open my blogs because of the playlist.
I have class at 10am later so I guess I better go off to sleep now, I'm currently re-re-reading (yes the 3rd time and still loving it) Angels by one of the best chicklit authors in Europe, Marian Keyes. Check it out alright, it's definitely worth the read.
It's Me!!
Monday, November 07, 2005
Oh would you *JUST* look at that? I have my own bar and I didn't even know it! =p Discovered it a while ago..Congrats to me I'm public!Third Time Today
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Here I come blogging the third time around. As I said this morning, that the world is not on my side today, well, "tout est qu'il ne semble pas" or for those of you who do not parle francais, it means everything's not what it seems. I just woke up really badly today and definitely on the wrong side of the bed considering I slept for a mere 2 hours.
But as time passed things got better, went to church, hung out with friends, had great lunch, mom took me shopping (I LOVE MY MOM!) and bought be a new digital camera. Say hello to my new baby Pentax Optio S55.
Lots of things made me happy today. Like this one time those people in the mall were handing flyers and I tooke one of them, my lil cousin was really bored so I decided to make that flyer into a paper plane. My 2 year old cousin is quite shy with me but he took that paper plane and really had fun with it (it was a lousy plane, I really can't make a decent paper plane). And it was so nice seeing the look on his face playing with it.
I'll be leaving on Wednesday already and so much waiting lists to go out with friends!~ So much to do so little time plus I still have to do some last minute shopping! --\ Arrrggghhh! Help!
The world is not on my side today. THIS SUCKS.
THIS IS GONNA BE LONG
I think the blogging world is against me. It's 4:59 am and FINALLY I CAN blog. Shet. I just came back from our hotel stay yesterday and I turned my computer on straight away. Then PUTA our CABLE/DSL/LAN was down. I moved to my tita's room (she's on vacation in Phil) to turn her laptop on coz she has her own internet access as well and still no internet. Damn. I don't know why bad things happen to good people (*ahem*). I waited till about 3AM until I fell asleep on my tita's bed w/ all of the computers in the house ON. Urrgghh. Then when I woke up this morning I tried again but STILL no! I was thinking, "What is happening with the WORLD?!?!" Until this 2 somewhat o'clock in the morning I went outside to get water to drink before going to sleep and decided to drop by my computer and try the internet and thank the goodness of nature it WORKED. I quickly ran to my tita's room where I'm camping while she's away and turned on her laptop. Then I visited my blog and saw all the tags which made me soo happy (Thanks guys!) and after that wanted to blog but when I opened blogger.com GAWD THEY WERE HAVING THIS MAINTAINANCE SHIT!! Arrgghh I was fuming! I refreshed my blog and what I got what "this page cannot be displayed" bull coz of the maintainance. ARRRGGHHH! I even forgot what I was supposed to blog about. So here I am now it's 5:10AM and released all my fury in this one helluva post.
On a light
er note, I watched CHICKEN LITTLE this evening w/ Noemi and Kay. Let me tell you, this has got to be the BEST movie I've seen this year. (well except for the upcoming Harry Potter) This movie is nothing but funny, funny and funny. I had "MUTA" after watching the movie coz of laughing too much, I laughed every second the movie reeled. Not only it was funny, but the story line was amazing as well. Out of this world. RECOMMENDED! Here's a pic I took with Chicken Little last Monday at the movie house when we watched Legend of Zorro (which sucked).
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
I love my stay here in Jakarta. It doesn't even feel like I'm leaving in about 9 days. I realized that this city has permanently been made my home. Whew, I'm having the dilemma of whether I should come back here to study for my 2nd yr of college or not. I don't know, I'm in quite a huge dilemma and I don't wanna think too hard on it just yet.
Anyvhee, there's something which I truly truly miss a lot from the Philippines. It's Pinoy Big Brother. Yes that's right (ha-ha). It hurts not being able to see the one and only show I watch on permanent TV. Usually I'm just in my room during prime time reading shit or doing schoolwork then when it's 10 something my yaya knocks on the door and says, "Jus, Big Brother na!" So you have no idea how many times I visit the site everyday to see their daily updates in the diary. I don't know why, I just love watching the show, it's addictive. And I haven't been in contact w/ TFC here either.
Either way, I can't wait to go back and endure the full load of 2nd semester. (I can't believe I chose so many subjects. I can't afford to be laidback anymore. It's time to do some serious work.)
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Thank GOD I got the codes right for the music buttons already. No more bitch fit.
I seriously AM looking like a zombie. Hello? It's 4:06 am and I am NOT proud to say that my sleeping cycle has officially been *broken*.
I changed the layout for my blog for its birthday present. The problem is, it's not entirely mine, I just searched for codes in Blogskins then modified it to suit my needs. Well I wanted a none-colored blog coz everytime I would open mine the green kinda made me sick already. Hey, don't get me wrong, I love the color green.
I'm satisfied with my blog but the FRIGGIN' thing that's pissing me off is that I can't seem to get the PLAY PAUSE STOP button for my music playlist so i can't be controlled. Ughhh!! I don't know what the hell is the problem, I've tried the codes all over and over again but still it doesn't work! So it's really pissing me off. If you don't want to listen to the songs just click on X Stop above on your IE toolbar aite? And the songs can't be chosen seriously I'm gonna have BITCH FIT anytime soon.
Anyway Happy Halloween
Had an Acha get together just now, oh gawd I miss these people whom I spent my high school years with so much. We watched a movie (Legend of Zorro) and ate sushi in the super-expensive-service-charge restaurant. I mean we knew it had really high service charge, but then we wanted Japanese and that was the exact same restaurant where we first ate as a group so the hell we still went for it and started to chip in waaay extra money other than the food we're supposed to pay. For good old times sake haha. And there were 10 of us, so imagine how much noise and craziness we would have caused w/out realizing. Whooo thanks for today! Pictures will be posted at my multiply soon.
*I look like a zombie*
I am Justine and this used to be juiceee.blogspot.com / I now have my own domain (e-mail me at ohjazzy@gmail.com to find out), I'm just keeping this for the sake of memories. Feel free to look around if you must! 
