pre post part 2
Saturday, January 29, 2005
damn the internet's still not workin. dunno what's wrong with it. well here i am on a saturday got nothin to do, still waiting for my mom to get out of work (she's having this HUUGGEE staff meeting). i woke up like 12 somethin today, so tired from last night i got home like 11:30 from gabby's house there was this farewell party for kuya sants. i'm really really really gonna miss him.
seems like i've been changing my blog skin more than i've been writing in my blog..hahaha. i've just been crazy about skins lately but i hope i'm gonna be keeping this "ghost butterflies" thingie-ma-jig long enough until i find a
PERFECT skin that really suits me and my blog. i think the "tainted love" one was already so good, and
ALMOST perfect for me..oh damn, makes me wanna change back to that now. oh god. don't let me start again.
i've been sleeping alot lately. i mean
ALOT. i skipped school on wednesday so that i could sleep for a whole day. and mind you, i really did sleep the whole day, like til 3pm or sumthin..thank god my mom didn't mind, i didn't tell her i didn't want to go to school, i just slept through the morning and when she came to my room to check me up, i was soooooo asleep that i couldn't answer any of her questions so she just left me. i thought she would be mad at me or sumthin, but when i had my second round of sleep at night from 6-8pm (again), i got woken up by an sms from her asking if i wanted martabak or sumthin..hahaha. maybe coz i was also too tired from tuesday night, so she tolerated coz it was tita beth's birthday and we went to casablanca to play billiards till 11pm too. i just can't get enought of sleep can i?
about the sleeping business, also, ever since i got home from phil almost 2 weeks ago, i haven't gotten enough sleep as well..so yeah i guess that explains it.
pre post
Thursday, January 20, 2005
damn, my fucking internet's not working so i had to write this in notepad then copy pasted it here.
well i'm back finally, exactly a week ago. it felt sooo normal coming back here, like, "hey i'm back." not, "oohhh mann, i'm back again damn." haha. school started, as usual so much to do so little time, with board exams comin up in like a month. i can't believe i'm about to leave this country in a couple of months, i'll be like starting a new life. i hope this is real though, coz if it's just a dream, damn i wanna wake up now and do the real thing.
school is the same, same ppl and same faces, w/ some faces which changed. haha. the teachers of course, are still the same..when the hell are they gonna change?! i changed some things for myself. par example sujet histoire, i moved de the high level class to the standard class. et pourquoi? parce que i'm not taking igcse tout d'abord et my grades were getting low in ms. payal's class plus why would i waste my time and energy if i'm not taking igcse but still be inside a killer class like hers? so sierra and i decided to move to standard level and chill a bit. woohoo.
well there's nothin much been goin on with me, just the usual. i'm just counting the days when i'll be boarding the plane and leaving this place full of memories. hiks.
songs that got me hooked
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
the 20 -or more- songs that got me hooked during the year 2004:
1. the "USHER" hits yeah, burn and confessions (i think these songs mattered for like 80% of the population in this world! the big hits of the year, the list dies w/out these songs, haha.)
2. mymp - a lil bit (i got crazy about this song for a while)
3. rivermaya - balisong (ditto)
4. nelly - my place
5. you got served soundtracks, w/c includes pump it up, flipside, take it to the floor and others.. (yeah..haha)
6. westlife - mandy (this is the MOST embarrassing song in my list, but to be honest, i really have to admit it, this song has sentimental value **charr**)
7. blink 182 - i miss you
8. beyonce ft pdiddy - summertime
9. kyla - because of you
10. jojo - leave get out
11. three doors down - here without you
12. yolanda adams - i believe (man, this song is the most boring song on earth now when i hear it!)
13. fabolous ft ashanti - so into you* (2003 song which got me hooked on 2004)
14. chingy - right thurr remix* (2003 too)
15. the whole jay-z black album especially encore, dirt off your shoulders, moment of clarity and change clothes
17. brandy ft kanye west - talk about our love
18. kanye west - all falls down
19. jamie cullum - high and dry
20. maroon 5 - this love (even though this song is so 2003, the list just FLOPS out w/out this song either)
*i hated these songs before but they got me hooked when 04 came
[ my note: there could have been MORE rock songs on my list, i hope there will be more this year, 2004 was just the year of hip hop and dance i guess..damn i can't believe the rock songs were missing on this list!! ]
this is me
Sunday, January 09, 2005
hahah me and zah didn't have anything to do so we just tried on sunnies last night after watching ocean's twelve. it was ok, but not as good as the first one..hehe more updates..tata!
tick tock tick tock
Sunday, January 02, 2005
time is flying by slow in the phils. and im lovin it..every single bit of the second that i am here. now time for 2005 hopes and dreams (sounds so DESPERATE) haha.
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college - yes i'll be going to college, hopefully in june. and i can't wait, even though i don't know what to take yet. haha
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graduation - this will mean that i'm gonna go to college already. haha! anyways, i wanna cry, i wanna know what it feels like leaving the country that you've spent half your life leaving. and i wanna know what it feels like to leave the school half the life you've been studying.
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my birthday - oh the thrill of turning 17. ^^
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another christmas and new year - am i thinking about that already?! well after i spent my xmas and new year here and all these years, i just can't wait, coz it will be my first christmas that i am officially living in my "home sweet home" (yuckksssteeerrrr..haha)
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new faces, new friends, my alien self - meeting new ppl and newer ppl, plus being an alien in a new education will lead me to places that i can't even imagine right now. and i love thinking, "man, i didn't even know these ppl existed until now"..haha!!
happy 2005 to me!! and to u too!! haha..